Dream time

Dreamed I was trying to save this man from death. Death was like being rotten and threadbare under water screaming hollowness. The instrument of death was a gun. The gun was shot and went through this quarter making a perfect hole. I was in some huge garage.  The killer was a henchmen who could turn into a snake like creature made of paper. I was tricking it into laughter. I woke myself up talking to it. I had two souls to save from him, the souls were brothers. Pigment, concrete, machines. I also dreamed before that I was tending this couple. They were sleeping together on the ground in this huge theater kind of back stage among light rigging and props. I was taking double handfuls of wet sand and patting their hips. They were spooning. I was careful not to wake them. I was scared the man would rape me if he woke up. The woman was my sister. Somehow that gave the man the right to take me if he so desired. I did not like that. I started building bigger hips and thighs on my own body with the sand. I was sitting on my knees thinking of cleopatra. There were electrical circuits under the sand and machines for me to manipulate. .......

Lately drumming

pretend I'm going to sleep
Dreaming of c batteries
Thinking of the perfect lover
Touching myself
Blazing a path from my yoni to my heart
A stroke of lightning
In my kitty bed
In my brothers closet
Unbeknownst to them all
I stoke the fire inside
Burning hotter than the sun
Between my thighs 
Pillars of joy
Cocked and loaded
Ansy Trigger finger 
Disco fever in my pj's
Pushing the limits
Of my own pleasure
Desire
Fingers in my mouth
Suckling the flesh
Of my own rare fruit
Exploring the possibilities
Fiddler in the shadows
Getting to know me
Increasing velocity
At the thought of you
Inside me pushing
All boundaries
My pulse like a drum
Signaling other tribes
DANGER
Explosions of shattered magick
Flying through space
Out of time
My secret song
Fills the air
With headiness 

wild at heart

A light ever traveling
toward super nova
a galaxy folds into itself
causing it to warp
a heart freed from pain
heavy with longing
to belong
to be lighted
to super nova
smoothing out my face lines
walking with a lighter step
broadening my graciousness
overflowing with gratitude
octopus arms like tongues licking the air
searching out meaning
in the center of the hive
a cyborg metropolis
complete with drone after drone
tasting and smelling
all of the beauty and horror
bustling around me and
within me

In the garden today

A mouthful of mandarins
bursting sunshine on her tongue
while she regards her brush strokes,
application of pigments,
and her freshly painted feet
Dreamsicle orange petals sway
rustling papery sounds
sunflower stalk on the rise
green grass and leaves
snail trails and spider webs
 made of metal additives
shimmer at night
only the lucky will see
the secret glittering messages
left here and there
in the garden
all over her hands today
in her hair
on her coveralls
unzipped
like a banana peeled to the middle
promising fruit
sleeves tied at her waist
In the garden
she listens to the wind
she sings and smiles
she's being watched
taunted
taught
like a fruit in the heat
ready to burst
and rain colorful sugars
and nectar into the soil
the earth laughs in flowers
laughter heals the soul

entitled

An earthquake
imminent
richly deserved
warm skin
cool hands
palpitating heart
out of side walk chalk
goosebumps
ripples of expectation
into the sea
crashing waves
pull me under
taking me away
to drown in dreams

Journey into the void

This ancient passage
overwhelmingly familiar
the symbols carved, painted
pull at my mind
I am deep in this place
again and again
every night
reaching toward ecstasy
the conch shell horn blows
a resonant, haunting song
that pulls at my mind
remember where you are
where you've been
deep tunnels leading
to the beginning and
the end
of enlightenment
snakes and water slides
in my dreams
every night
again and again
riding the light
fucking myself
into oblivion
total annihilation
stories told
and untold
a secret place
I've been
again and
again
listening for the quiet sound
low to the setting sun
awaiting twilight
where I will find
more dreams
to taunt me
reminding me
of a place
I've been visiting
again and again
fucking myself
into the great unknown
exalting
shattered lives
lived
again and again
snakes and water slides
tunnels leading to the center
of my being
remember who you are

dripping with light

Thighs spread
Shooting stars
awaiting visitors
from another planet
No secret
she needs
this forced pressure
no limits
ginger wildfire
ignites
inspires
an engagement
a moment
a trip to the outer limits