I'm falling apart waiting for the phone to ring
For you to tell me "It's gonna be okay baby"
I cried the skin off my cheeks today
I spent my hour lunch break bawling like a baby
Sick at the thought of your disapproval
My hearts a tangled mess
as I think of how much I love you
How I adore you
How could I have ever let you down?
I feel like a thousand twisting snakes are circling my soul
Squeezing myself into a knot of worry
I know I'm just gonna cry myself to sleep tonight